I’m an MC with a sickness that has no remedy
Sharing mind and spirit through sound waved auditory
For you to taste my words with your ears and forget about me
Reaching out in pain from the scars behind my poetry
Throwing a rhyme in the air hoping somebody catches it
Assuming somebody does how do I benefit?
When the claps stop and the melody drops
Whether my piece is a hit or a flop
I go home with this empty page deep within my heart
And try to fill that void with what’s making me write
If you’re in it for the love you won’t get it because there is none
Just pretentious smiles handshakes and fake compliments
Condescending gestures and smooth snide compliments
Hat in love can hide especially when you’re coy
And human love, its pain dressed in joy
Around strangers who don’t love you on a daily
There is no love and you’re just an insurance policy
With joy as shortly lived as a beach house before a tsunami
Some will say they love what you do
But that won’t be what their body language will tell you.
My life has thus far been a battle within my mind
Physically maintained, financially left behind
My only joy and passion in life has no monetary value
The pain of not pursuing a dream for fear of lack of revenue
If fear is rooted in death the root of m problem is money
If money is the root of all sin then what I fear is my remedy
Fearful of family ridicule and religiously ruled
Culturally controlled and socially enslaved
To be free means to be persecuted and discredited
Every year the steaks get higher I’m coerced to acquire
With nowhere to go consumed by worldly desire
My spirit is willing getting stronger with every scar
The anti social socialist gorilla
When do we use these lessons learnt while living
For when were our wisest were dying
It gets hard sometimes the pain reflects on my face at times
Living one life within parallel worlds
I’m a nobody and to most these are just words
I battled Lucipher in my dreams last night and came out victorious
The double edged sword of God’s word is so glorious
A battle of the mind where my spirit responds without doubt
The Christ once said faith could move these mountains about
I’m going to succeed and give God the credit
Because I can’t conform to other men’s views of what Jesus taught.
Sometimes I just want to give it up
Most don’t want truth on beats, brainwashed by commercial Hip Hop
You say if what I’m flowing is truth then in my life it should apply
The problem with that is that the world we live in is a lie...
He who increases knowledge increases trouble
Acknowledging my troubles so my monetary doubles
We the lost generation found through tribulation
Victims of Europeans economic inflation
Inflating our egos as victims of fashion
Fashioned to accept fake illumination
Illuminated in inferior versions of God
Godly inclined and invading you iPod
We the last generation watching generations
Accept homosexuality on television at 8
Times the speed of yesteryear yearly we try to be found but they don’t care
We rap for Hip Hop they wrap it and rape it
Ripping rock rhythms that resonate with spirit
Preconscious awaking your subconscious minds
Minding our business and busy on our grinds.
My kind don’t have peace of mind
With pieces of our minds lost within the unkind
Who wine and dine of trial and tribulations
Putting us on trial prison is our retribution
The creation of evolution through scientific religion
The big bang allowing atheist’s ammunition
Creation and evolution in one logical fusion,
Enlightens my spiritual constitution
Searching for that wisdom like silver and gold
The Sumerian texts and dead scrolls of old
Ahead of time living today with future paradigm
Counting my blessings through life’s learnt lessons
Accountable for my words my deeds and my actions
God is mighty yet he dwells with the lowly
When I’m weak in my dwelling those words consol me
We live today to be remembered through history.
The Higgs particle of rap wit Hip Hop nano genes
Making sound waves that resonate with cosmic entities
Designing synthetic vocal virus and micro bacteria
You as spineless as wormy DNA in a bottle of tequila
If it’s not poignant it’s pointless like pagan ritual
Easter and Christmas crossed matched with Christian individuals
Real man are diminishing like the genes in the Y chromosome
Jerking of to words and defecating on the microphone
The ontology the cosmology of metaphysical philosophy
Discarding Descartes from psychology.
A hip hop soldier for Jehovah
Promoting mercy and not sacrifice
Walking the word mere talk won’t suffice
But the industries full of satanic worshipers
Through Christ my faith reflects through prayers
from the devil i shall flee
And he from me
That’s why im locking these bars with pure Hip Mentality
Hip Hop, Poetry, school work and Bible study
The end result is clear view on realty
The real reality is not an illusion of what you know
You’re seeing a dream it would seem but you’re blinded by a television show
Wake up you’ve been sleeping
Right now you’re still dreaming on your pillow you’ll be living
A delta sleep subconsciously existing.
